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Thursday, May 12th, 2005
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10:29 am
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i also have a new journal __jessicaxo
add it : ) <3 jessica
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| Tuesday, May 10th, 2005
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5:16 pm
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!!!! NEW LIVEJOURNAL !!!!!
--> cellardoor__xx
add me,, =) you can delete this one! <3
nicole
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| Sunday, May 8th, 2005
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12:16 pm - COME DANCE WITH ME
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Lamer!! Friday, phhhhhh. Love michelle and ashton, but .. friday sucked haha. until after the moviee anyway.
Saturday, =) I went to wal-mart with jessica to get a mothers day gift. couldnt find shit .. so we decided to take the bus to bedford. scanned the mall for like .. and hour, and finally found a pair of pajamas for our moms hehe. Then, we hit up the diner in Zellers, put all of our money together and got liek the cheapest thing on the menu, and had just enough for the bus ride home. When we got back to sackville, her mom picked us up and i went home <3. I slept a little, and then i bummed a drive to sackville with my sisters friend, and walked to brads house. We um, smoked a cigerette haha, and then went back to his house, and .. chilled, talked. i had fun! then i made him walk me up to the bus stop in the cold ran! =(, and the bus wasnt even running haha. So, we went to greengables, got candy with the bus money, and got my mom t pick us up. after he went home, i got a slushy and then i went home. then.. bed!
Sunday, happy mothers day! hehe, hitting up a supper at my grandmothers house. woo hoo (n)
niicolle
" Her face hurt, probally from washing it. She was trying to wash the slut off. "
current mood: happy current music: death from above 1979-- sexy resultss
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| Thursday, May 5th, 2005
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10:00 pm - Ohhhh shitt
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Ohhh shitttt.. they totally played the Stars on the OC <3
Had a wicked funnn night =) I love extreme carnivalss haha
nicolee
current mood: excited current music: stars--the big fight
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| Wednesday, May 4th, 2005
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10:13 pm - if you want somthing dont ask for nothing, if you want nothing dont ask for somthing!
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So its 10:16, and im waiting for my sister to get out of the damn bathroom so that i can shower.. geeeezz. Took an insaine fit today, because my sister wore my swim suit ha.. oh man, im insaine, broke a lipgloss, a brunsh and put a huge dent in my wall. Ha.. THE EXTREME ANAL IS TOMORROW! i cant wait.. after school, me and kaleigh are going tanning, then were hitting up macdonalds then im going to michelloooss and were hitting up the carnivalll from there =).. cant wait.. sooo longgg
nicolee
current mood: lethargic current music: arcade fire--laika
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| Tuesday, May 3rd, 2005
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12:34 pm - Marry me princess?
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Haha, so i found out today, im totally not grouneded or in trouble? so i was like punishing myself this whole time. But, my mom does think im an alcoholic, and shes got me believeing it to. we talked about why i drink, and how i drink, and where i drink and stuff. My moms getting me a theropist, because everyone thinks im pretty fucked up. i do have some problems, but im so confused, this is so out of hand. My sister talked to her health nurse about me?. what is that, becuase my sister said she was concerned, SHE GOT ME THE FUCKING LIQUOR? man .. what ever..
nicolee
current mood: drained current music: the faint--glass dance
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| Sunday, May 1st, 2005
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4:33 pm
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My fucking weekend =)
Friday~ Of corse, like any other friday, i plan on drinking, or doing some other type of shit. So after i got home from babysitting i got ready, ashton picked up me and jessica, and then she went tanning, and me and jessica went to go pick up the liquor. We bought water bottles to put the shit in and like 5 packs of gum. Um, then we met back up with ashton, and started drinking. i had beer, and ashton and jessica had tabu. yum. hmm we drank a bunch of different places, like the DQ bathroom, Sobeys bathroom, wendys bathroom and the theatre bathroom. ( we got around) After we got loaded, we met some randoms, it was so much fun. haha, bryan (n) We met up with damian, and people, but they ended having to go, and shit, so ... we didnt hang out long. i dont know, we went around and had a good time. My mom was picking us up at 11:30, because thats when i told her the movie was over, while we were waiting for her to come, jessica ran to the bathroom and puiked everywhere. it was so gross, i had to clean it out of her hair and shit. We thought she was okay, so we got into the car, and i knew my mom was totally on to me, like she always is. She kept looking back at jessica. I asked jessica if she was okay, then .. well... she puiked.. again.. in my car, with my mom there. it was such a sin. my mom pulled over, we cleaned her up, we drove them both home, my mom said she knew the whole time, and i was liek, okay what ever, its going to be okay, she doesnt have me on alot.
Saturday~ Big mistake. when i woke up, with the worse hang over, i had planned to stay home all day, and mope around sickk. Me and my sister went and picked up dave, ben and jeff. it was totally pointless, we drove them down to sackville, we were just going to get a coffee, but then i ended up paying for everyone to get a coffee, they went and smoke a joint, then ben made us go and get bottles so that he could exchange them! :oS Then we got gas, made plans and dropped them off at the abandon trailers. ha Um, i went home, took a shower, then got ready to go out again. I was suppose to hang out with andy and now i totally feel so bad! what evv. Me sam and Ashton all went out and got our liquor, then we went back to daves, got daves money, got his liquor and then went back to daves again to get him, it was all totally screwed up, i dont know what the hell we were doing. After everything we ended up going to the abandon trailers and drinking. Me,sam,ashton,dave and jeff. All drinking in a trailer. =O what the hell. oh god haa. I got loaded, insanly loaded, then they all left me,to go somewhere, they said they would be back but they were gone for sooooo long! it was just me and jeff. um, when they got back, i was fucked out of my mind, i dont know what i did really. after a bunch of shit happend my sister ended up picking us up, bringing us to sams so that ashton could call her mom, becuase ashtons mom didnt believe her, and knew she was up to somthing. Ashtons mom ended up coming and driving her home. So it was just me sam and my sister. We had to go back and pick up dave and jeff, so we did, then we ended up going back to sams alone. Her brother was home, and he made us fries, i couldnt eat anything, i was to fucked up, i had food in my mouth and i had to take it out. I got sams brother to eat it for me, then we went to bed. We were in bed for about 15 minutes, when i ran to the bathroon and puiked. it sucked. i passed out for like 20 minutes on the floor. then i woke up, and went back to bed. i was fine all ngiht.. i woke up at 7 though, and ive been up since, sick. i layed there for a while with sam, them at 11:30 i called my mom to pick me up, and i knew i was in trouble. I DONT KNOW HOW SHE FUCKING FINDS EVEERYTHING OUT BUT I WISH SHE WOULD JUST LEAVE ME ALONE, LET ME BE A KID, LET ME GET AWAY WITH SOMTHING. I got in the car, there was hardly any fighting, but weve come to the conclusion that im an alcoholic.. haha.. what the fuck, it supposebly runs in the family, even though there making it up (n). I dont even know anymore, i probally am .. i dont care. i did stupid shit but i had such a good time. I love Ashton and Sam so much <3.
Sunday~ grounded!. i think. who knows.
nicole
current mood: sick current music: Snow Patrol--how to be dead
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12:18 am
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hmm havn't updated this in a while so here it goes.... so on thursday i went to nicoles after school and i slpet over then in the morning we went babysitting down the street.. then my dad picked me up and i got ready fr going out with ashton and nicole <3 Ashton picked me and nicole up and then we went out and got some lq from nicoles sister and went in random bathrooms to drink it haha... we all got way loaded ... i don't really remeber much after that just random bits and pieces like when me and ashton found a bar on the ground and ate it... that was a little gross... umm we went to wendy's i think and met some randoms and ate a big thing of fries or something..... went back to the movie theatre and i guess i got way sick.. met some another random guy ... hmmm then nicoles mom picked us up and i got sick in the car... i feel so bad about that... i'm pretty sure nicoles mom founnd out what was going on after that... sorry nicole <3 came home and fell asleep after that....... today i woke up and ate then i cleaned my room and waiteed for my cousin to come... then she came and we went shopping... didn't get anything but it was fun and omg.... i think i might kill myself here... my sister has two friends sleeping over and they are the most annoying people ever..... like what the hell... they won't even shut up for a second there pissing me off... uggg anyways.. thats it for now
jessica <3
current mood: aggravated current music: goodnight goodnight -- hot hot heat
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| Thursday, April 28th, 2005
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4:18 pm - i think he knows..
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Havent updated in a while.. so here it goes, im not going to drag this on to much..
Monday~~ I went to school, had kaleigh and jessica come over after school. we slept until like 5 haha. then we went to maddies to practise our dance. started out bad, but it turned out great.. mann i loved it. went home, watched growing up gotti then slept.
Tuesday~~ went to school, nothing exciting happend umm came home, kaleigh came over, we chilled, um then we took the bus to sackville, hah.. i got conditioner ( big score there) then we had to walk to the tannign place, i prayed to god that i wouldnt see andy.. i looked gross as hell. i went tanning. we went to macdonalds. got full as helll. started to walk back to kaleighs and guess who i seen!!.. of corse.,. ANDY.. i almost died.. i was going to keep walking.. you know.. hoping he didnt see me.. but he did!.. i was so madd.. and embarrased.. any way.. jenn came to my rescue.. i jumped in the car.. while she was stopped at a light.. then after words.. i relized that might just have made it worse.. eeee =(. any way.. me kaleigh jenn davey and candice chilled in sackville for a while, went to the skate park, talked to nate <33 who looks so good i might add ha. then.. picked up my little sister at millwood. umm.. went home.. and slept.
Wednesday~~ i went to school, a fucking gain. haha. did my maddie, michelle's and kaleighs dance in gym.. fucking amazing.. i was extremely proud <33 and .. i got to be apart of niccos dance haha.. yess.. where i recieved a lap dance from jeff infornt of my teachers and the VP =O.. i almost died. Then.. lunch.. came back just in time for that shitty ass stupid as hell fight. yupp.. i liekd it haha then i came home.. slept a whole loottt. then. when i woke up jenn davey brandon and stephanie were here. i eat some pizza.. then we tryed to skimmy through my things to find things to where for them in the hot tub. of corse none of my stuff fit dave and brandon.. ( skinny bitches).. so.. they resorted to some other things. anyways.. then i made them some drinks.. umm .. ryan came over.. then we hit up matthew porters lacrosse game. some creepy.. and hot guys there.. i had a good time. except for when me jeremy ryan and bell were all score keeping.. and i went to the bathroom.. and when i came back.. then fucking locked me out of the god damn box.. i was ready to cryy.. it was so mean.. anyway.. then.. i got hoem at 11.. and aagain.. slept.
Thursday~~ Umm i went to school.. ( extremely predictable) didnt do much.. i love michelle.. and maddie.. and kaleigh.. i dont know what i would do with out them.. at SCHOOL dun dun dun. um.. came home.. with jess <3.. we eat.. and chilled.. and were plannnign on having a sleep over tonight.,., oh yeha.. thats right.. a sleep over.. Um and sleeping.. a whole lot..
ahhhhh WHAT
Happy Birthday Renn!<3
Ox.. nicoleeeee
current mood: ecstatic current music: Joel Plaskett Emergency--Work out fine
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| Monday, April 25th, 2005
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11:03 am - I think he knows...
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My Weekend =)
Fridayy~
On friday, after i got home from school, i made plans with ashton.
We went to the spaghetti dinner to support the french grade nine trip <3 haha. even though jessica sported me some free tickets. ha.. anyways it was really good, and we got to see drew and the exceptionally hot cody parker.
After the spaghetti ashton hit up tanning and i waited, while trying to get people to come to the movies.
We went to the movies, seen alot like love, and i liked it . alot!
umm.. we went to wendys .. then i went home, to sleep <3
Saturday~
On saturday, i got up at like 7:00 to go babysit, which wasnt even that bad, and i only babysat until like 1, and i got $$35.00!! i was so happy.
I had money for the night.
I came home.. slept alot.. took a shower and got ready to go out.
I got picked up at like 5 to go to my tanning appointment and then i got dropped of at steph's <33333
We walked around millwood for like a hour and half, called liek a billion people then finally after we looked sick because of the god dan rain got picked up by samantha and went down to the theatre.
Well, we didnt get the shit we wanted, steve was going to hook us up but i didnt get his call :(. BUt what ever.. i got shit.
anyways.. we chilled for a while.. seen damian and his crew =). and then i made steph come to andys with me.
When we got to andys we hung out .. and stuff.
and started acting dumb.. had funn.. but yeah..
we were there for a while, and we decided it wasnt a good idea for me to go back to stephs, so i stayed the night at andys, steph went home. we hung out.. uumm..
wasnt feeling good. didnt sleep alll night long.
but what evv.
Sunday~
steph came and got me.. because she loves me and i love her.
and we went back to her house.. umm.. hung out.. went to damians.. hung out around millwood for a while.. then we went back to her house.. they made food.. we watched a movie.. then i went home..
at home.. i slept.. a whole lot.. my sister woke me up to go and get a coffee.. and when we got back.. i slept .. a whole lot more..
and thats it..
Monday~.
woke up.. missed the bus.. feeling shitty..
but its all good :) <3
Ox. nicolee
current mood: drained
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